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Feeling kinda down, but am trying my best to stay happy.
I thought that at my age all these kind of problems will go away.
But nooo, they're still happening.
Makes me wonder is it because I am hanging around young people and people who think childishly.

I know that if I don't think that way everything will be fine.
But how the hell are you supposed to change your natural way of thinking?
That's like telling me "don't be you, because the way you think sucks".

How does someone stay happy, even though he/she has found out that all along he/she has been used by people and not because people treat them as real friends.
I'm sick of all these crap. Where do I find pure people who really just wants to be friends?

Who do I trust? Shrouded by self-righteous people who think they are everything.
But when you're really in trouble they're nowhere to be found.
Is this what friendship is all about?
Well in that case, I'll say goodbye to my understanding of friendship and act the same way as other people do as time passes by.

06:24 pm - Fuck you
crazyboy
Fucking bastard I can't believe someone is able to do this kind of things.
It's not like you're 40 years old and tired of your wife so you're in another country fooling around.
You're freaking 25!!! How can you do this to your girlfriend?!?!?!
You look so decent!!!! Just goes to show that nobody can be trusted based on looks.

And how can you do this to yourself?!!?!?
How long have I known you? 2 days. Technically speaking, less than 20hours.
And you're like a desperate fuck.

To think I thought you were so nice because you kept smiling to me and encouraging me in work.
I should have known something very wrong was going on.
But hell, I thought it was normal for philipinos to be this friendly and kind.

Truthfully saying, I wasn't that afraid, because I know that I can stop it if anything goes terribly wrong.
However, I was too stunt to stop your actions from progressing. I didn't know what to say and how to stop you.
(Other than if anything goes wrong just punch and run lol)
You're willing to sacrifice MY job and YOUR job just to cheat on your girlfriend? You sick fuck.

I'm gonna quit, not because I am afraid of you, but because I pity you, and the company needs you more than they need me.
Fuck you, seriously.
08:37 pm - 寂しいの日
Kakashi
なんとなく、金曜日と土曜日がめちゃめちゃ形無しなった。
(iДi)

*sigh*
01:58 am - 新世界で
Kakashi
Didn't have time to blog about my new year resolutions and stuff on 1st Jan, so I am gonna do it now on 3rd Jan. (grr)

Well, I do definitely feel that this year, 2012, will be a very new year for me, seeing that I have left school due to family and financial problems.
It was a pleasant surprise, that my horoscope turned out quite well.
It said something like having a fun and exciting life, always getting surprises and doing new things.

Somehow I do feel that it will happen, seeing that :
-I am getting a job soon.
-I am going to strive for street festival this year (again i know lol).
-Jujocraft is going ''professional'' this year. (better clay, better paint and better techniques)
-I've just officially ''joined'' church this year on 1st Jan! Yay!

I don't know... I feel so happy.
Usually when people talk about school dropouts, it's usually about them regretting or failing in life.
But somehow... I FEEL SO HAPPY :)

In probably 10hours I'll be going for my interview. I hope to get that job.
Lol my reason for choosing that job is kinda -.- ... Because it's really a slack job haha.
I'll bring my guitar to work and practice during my free time.
I'm assuming that's possible since I see the employees there all playing Iphone games and chatting -_- .

Well, in church pastor made all of us choose 3 wishes we want for 2012.
He told us to email the church when we actually fulfilled any of the wishes. SO FUN.
Of course I'm not gonna type them here.
But I AM going to type my other not-as-important wishes that I want to fulfill by 2012!

1) Make professional-looking clay figurines.
2) Compose and record a new song.
3) Cosplay as Takasugi Shinsuke from Gintama.
4) Slim down on belly and thighs.
5) Get braces.
6) Buy at least 3 CD albums of my favourite bands.
7) Buy a good set of speakers for my desktop.

Yup, so there they are! My 2012 new year resolutions!
Plus the other 3 that I have wished for in church. So I have a total of 10 resolutions ~_~

Happy new year to everyone out there!
IM IN A NEW WORLD, YEAH!
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