Feeling kinda down, but am trying my best to stay happy.
I thought that at my age all these kind of problems will go away.
But nooo, they're still happening.
Makes me wonder is it because I am hanging around young people and people who think childishly.
I know that if I don't think that way everything will be fine.
But how the hell are you supposed to change your natural way of thinking?
That's like telling me "don't be you, because the way you think sucks".
How does someone stay happy, even though he/she has found out that all along he/she has been used by people and not because people treat them as real friends.
I'm sick of all these crap. Where do I find pure people who really just wants to be friends?
Who do I trust? Shrouded by self-righteous people who think they are everything.
But when you're really in trouble they're nowhere to be found.
Is this what friendship is all about?
Well in that case, I'll say goodbye to my understanding of friendship and act the same way as other people do as time passes by.